i went to a local spiritual gathering today about the topic of 2012.
well. it went haywire as the speakers went off topic and started bambling randomly without any links for us.
and when i started saying that i was a friend of channelers and have done some channeling myself, the speakers were in a shock and didnt really want to hear more from me. a speaker started giving me nervous glances which i thought were funny, given his age and experience. methinks he's pushing 60.
however, the younger ones closer to my age were far more open and asked questions and tried to make friends. although i got the feeling they were freaked out...they wanted to know more..! their cup was empty and wanted to be filled.
the older ones' cups were filled up and cant allow others to pour in more for them
how do i start letting them know the things i know, and how do i start getting everyone to share knowledge together instead of just a few people being the 'gurus that must be obeyed'?
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Friday, November 27, 2009
The Snake on the sun
Me: What is this snake looking thing on the sun?
SF: It is not a snake! Well you see, the sun is a portal, in a way. When people move into the portal, a lot of waves will be formed. This wave has increased the activity of sunspots in the sun and this one has made a lot of matter float into space.
It is a lot of work!
Me: Work? Are you guys helping us to shield these matter from reaching earth?
SF: Yes
Me: So who is going into the portal?
SF: The Annunaki
Me: How come?
SF: They are running away..
Me: LOL. Whats gonna happen to Al Gore, do you know?
SF: He will be in court. He is not going to run away
SF: It is not a snake! Well you see, the sun is a portal, in a way. When people move into the portal, a lot of waves will be formed. This wave has increased the activity of sunspots in the sun and this one has made a lot of matter float into space.
It is a lot of work!
Me: Work? Are you guys helping us to shield these matter from reaching earth?
SF: Yes
Me: So who is going into the portal?
SF: The Annunaki
Me: How come?
SF: They are running away..
Me: LOL. Whats gonna happen to Al Gore, do you know?
SF: He will be in court. He is not going to run away
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Mr. Sun, Global Cooling, Maitreya, Buddha and Sirian food
Me: What is the sun, exactly?
SF: The sun is not a ball. It is a cube in a cube in a cube. These cubes are going to be bigger. Very soon, the sun will be a superball of light. It is time for its promotion!
Me: What, is it gonna fry us like a BBQ?
SF: No! It is not flaming, but it is light! It is going to be very big and bright.
Me: So what will happen to us?
SF: You will be in a different state.
-i drift off somewhere as my brother comes in to hand me a bun to eat-
SF: Hi! Its very warm today huh. No rain! We have made it cooler.
Me: cooler, as in Global Cooling?
SF: Haha, very smart. There is more cooling. This is to promote the healing of the planet. Very soon, it will be in a hot tub (meaning the upsized sun).
-We then chat about some other topics, and we chat about Maitreya-
Me: So is Maitreya the Buddha boy in Tibet?
SF: Maitreya is in Canada, not Tibet. Yes, he is a healer. Soon it will be revealed! (Patricia, you may have an inkling of who he is...!) Very soon, he will alight the world with his powers.
Me: Hey, i've met Buddha in my dreams before.
SF: Buddha! To be in a dream with him is like having a gift of light. He is helping you to ascend. He is a great guy, very nice of you to see him!
Me: I've also seen Guanyin in my dreams too, do they always accompany each other?
SF: -getting what I mean, somehow- They are not lovers! They are more like teacher and student. They are always in the same room.
Me: So who is Buddha boy really?
SF: It is not yet known who is he.
Me: Is he an Arhat?
SF: Very likely!
-so as i was eating the bun, where it had some meat in it, i asked them for their opinions of food-
Me: What do you guys eat? Are you guys vegetarian?
SF: We are not vegetarian. We do eat meat! Well, a little. Lizards, monsters (???) and fruit. No vegetables here. Mostly fruits and animal meat.
Me: Monsters???
SF: Sirius is full of...stuff!
Me: Um, cool. So if you're here, what do you eat then. Do you bring your monster meat over here?
SF: Well, we're living on Earth...
Me: So you're eating Earth food..
SF: Haha!
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Reading my transcripts, I do think I should do a video conversation, coz, i can't read what I've written after a while. LOL. I like to save paper, so i'd squish as many words as I can onto a piece.
SF: The sun is not a ball. It is a cube in a cube in a cube. These cubes are going to be bigger. Very soon, the sun will be a superball of light. It is time for its promotion!
Me: What, is it gonna fry us like a BBQ?
SF: No! It is not flaming, but it is light! It is going to be very big and bright.
Me: So what will happen to us?
SF: You will be in a different state.
-i drift off somewhere as my brother comes in to hand me a bun to eat-
SF: Hi! Its very warm today huh. No rain! We have made it cooler.
Me: cooler, as in Global Cooling?
SF: Haha, very smart. There is more cooling. This is to promote the healing of the planet. Very soon, it will be in a hot tub (meaning the upsized sun).
-We then chat about some other topics, and we chat about Maitreya-
Me: So is Maitreya the Buddha boy in Tibet?
SF: Maitreya is in Canada, not Tibet. Yes, he is a healer. Soon it will be revealed! (Patricia, you may have an inkling of who he is...!) Very soon, he will alight the world with his powers.
Me: Hey, i've met Buddha in my dreams before.
SF: Buddha! To be in a dream with him is like having a gift of light. He is helping you to ascend. He is a great guy, very nice of you to see him!
Me: I've also seen Guanyin in my dreams too, do they always accompany each other?
SF: -getting what I mean, somehow- They are not lovers! They are more like teacher and student. They are always in the same room.
Me: So who is Buddha boy really?
SF: It is not yet known who is he.
Me: Is he an Arhat?
SF: Very likely!
-so as i was eating the bun, where it had some meat in it, i asked them for their opinions of food-
Me: What do you guys eat? Are you guys vegetarian?
SF: We are not vegetarian. We do eat meat! Well, a little. Lizards, monsters (???) and fruit. No vegetables here. Mostly fruits and animal meat.
Me: Monsters???
SF: Sirius is full of...stuff!
Me: Um, cool. So if you're here, what do you eat then. Do you bring your monster meat over here?
SF: Well, we're living on Earth...
Me: So you're eating Earth food..
SF: Haha!
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Reading my transcripts, I do think I should do a video conversation, coz, i can't read what I've written after a while. LOL. I like to save paper, so i'd squish as many words as I can onto a piece.
Denise Linn's Book
Last night, i was having a nice conversation with the higher ups on a large stack of scrap paper. We were talking about a lot of stuff when I mentioned about a book I bought during a book sale at my alma mater.
It was in 2008, when i bought that book from a cheap sale going around in my school. it was Denise Linn's Past Lives, Present Miracles (website here). This was before i was awakened. I think I was semi-awakened as I've just heard about Masaru Emoto's water research.
So I read the lengthy introduction of the book, where Denise describes her Native Indian roots and her grandfather and an entity named White Feather? Or White Cloud? I cant remember. She wrote in her book that whomever who read this book will have a special gift of White Feather's guidance, in fact he is right there with you NOW.
I LITERALLY FREAKED OUT. I tossed the book aside, wrapped myself up in a blanket and didnt dare to reach out to close my windows (i think it was raining). I didnt want any old native american ghost being around me by my side 24/7. LOL
Ok, so i got out of the fear after a while. In the book, Denise mentioned that whenever I see a feather on the floor, White Feather will be nearby, letting you know something. It had been years and years since i saw a feather at my feet. And, the best thing was, I didnt see feathers at my feet until I bumped into Blossom Goodchild's 10-14-08 announcement. This was a few months AFTER i read that freaky passage.
The first feather was a shock. I went AHHH! the next few feathers were a shock too! I looked around, half expecting a native american old man jumping out from the shadows.
I told my good friend about this. She was intrigued, and *almost* immediately went to search the bookstores to buy the very same book, albeit a later reprint. She didnt read any part about feathers as signals and White Feather as a guide that came with the book. I was confused. Do reprints make such dramatic changes to the content of books? I dont know.
Back to yesterday's conversation on paper. My friends said that that particular passage was for me to read and not for others.
Whoa.
Thank you, White feather, for all your feathers. I still see those on the very roads that i chose to walk on, and by seeing those, I know that you are by my side.
It was in 2008, when i bought that book from a cheap sale going around in my school. it was Denise Linn's Past Lives, Present Miracles (website here). This was before i was awakened. I think I was semi-awakened as I've just heard about Masaru Emoto's water research.
So I read the lengthy introduction of the book, where Denise describes her Native Indian roots and her grandfather and an entity named White Feather? Or White Cloud? I cant remember. She wrote in her book that whomever who read this book will have a special gift of White Feather's guidance, in fact he is right there with you NOW.
I LITERALLY FREAKED OUT. I tossed the book aside, wrapped myself up in a blanket and didnt dare to reach out to close my windows (i think it was raining). I didnt want any old native american ghost being around me by my side 24/7. LOL
Ok, so i got out of the fear after a while. In the book, Denise mentioned that whenever I see a feather on the floor, White Feather will be nearby, letting you know something. It had been years and years since i saw a feather at my feet. And, the best thing was, I didnt see feathers at my feet until I bumped into Blossom Goodchild's 10-14-08 announcement. This was a few months AFTER i read that freaky passage.
The first feather was a shock. I went AHHH! the next few feathers were a shock too! I looked around, half expecting a native american old man jumping out from the shadows.
I told my good friend about this. She was intrigued, and *almost* immediately went to search the bookstores to buy the very same book, albeit a later reprint. She didnt read any part about feathers as signals and White Feather as a guide that came with the book. I was confused. Do reprints make such dramatic changes to the content of books? I dont know.
Back to yesterday's conversation on paper. My friends said that that particular passage was for me to read and not for others.
Whoa.
Thank you, White feather, for all your feathers. I still see those on the very roads that i chose to walk on, and by seeing those, I know that you are by my side.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
My dream today
I was so touched by a dream i had today. I dreamt i was one of two girls who ran away in the dream.
It pans out something like this:
1) scenes of entering a courtroom, flanked by police and paparazzi. my left hand was injured and wrapped up in bandages. my girl friend made up the stairs slower than i did, and had to be helped up by police officers, amidst the frenzy of camera flashes.
2) at the courtroom we were seated in front of the judges' pulpit. my friend said in my dream "So we got front seats huh?" I laughed and flipped the papers in front of me to find out what we were guilty of.
3) seems like we were discriminated against for being lesbians, and for causing trouble during our travels. i guess we were missing persons. We sorta 'eloped'
4) my girl friend has cancer. she was defending herself on the stand. she said "I rather be sentenced to death than to be living with people who want us dead"
she got agitated and fainted, which caused the people there to be agitated and a din ensued.
5) I, of course, was worried, and immediately replaced her to give our defence. I showed a series of slides to the jury and judge. that we meant no harm in our elopement and during our travels, these photographs showed our happiness. Why can't we strive for our own happiness?
6) while looking at the photos, the trouble we caused came back to my memory.
we eloped in a van. there was this town we went to that we stayed in. I went out to buy food for us, when i saw the other girl kissing a goth emo guy who looked like marilyn manson in the van. I was devastated. but i asked her, 'is this really what you want?' she proceeded to agree. since she had cancer, and god knows when she would kick it, i let her go. they went off to somewhere else, some apartment building.
i got a phonecall from her the next day from her, she was screaming for help and got cut off. I was in a panicked state, and asked for help from a mechanic at an auto store nearby. he was sweet and went with me to save her.
I dont know what happened here, but when we came out the building, the two guys were no where to be seen, the apartment was on fire, and my hand was injured. we had caused a lot of trouble, it seems.
7) our love for each other didnt fade during court. we took care of each other, and if we had to die, we died together. A question was asked, how did we meet each other? what kind of surroundings made such an impenetrable bond that created such drama and destruction? I replied, we met when we were 19, at a fireworks display during a carnival.
8) I had a momentary flashback of that time. I went with my dad. he was a loving man who didnt want me to go astray. the carnival was crowded and everyone gathered near the fireworks display to get a better view.
I asked my dad, "Could I go and see the fireworks?"
He smiled and let me go.
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the dream ended here. and i was so touched by the depth of love and meaning inside it.
Could I go and see the fireworks?
Tears welled up in my eyes even as I wrote about the dream.
it didnt help that today during SoE, i read about CrystalClear's news about her daughter running off with another girl. Im very sorry to hear that, no parent should be subjected to such agony... but when you're a teenager, all you wanted to do, was to learn and see the world for yourself....nevermind the danger.
My thoughts are with her daughter, Shannon.
PS: Shannon is my sorta middle name i chose for myself.
It pans out something like this:
1) scenes of entering a courtroom, flanked by police and paparazzi. my left hand was injured and wrapped up in bandages. my girl friend made up the stairs slower than i did, and had to be helped up by police officers, amidst the frenzy of camera flashes.
2) at the courtroom we were seated in front of the judges' pulpit. my friend said in my dream "So we got front seats huh?" I laughed and flipped the papers in front of me to find out what we were guilty of.
3) seems like we were discriminated against for being lesbians, and for causing trouble during our travels. i guess we were missing persons. We sorta 'eloped'
4) my girl friend has cancer. she was defending herself on the stand. she said "I rather be sentenced to death than to be living with people who want us dead"
she got agitated and fainted, which caused the people there to be agitated and a din ensued.
5) I, of course, was worried, and immediately replaced her to give our defence. I showed a series of slides to the jury and judge. that we meant no harm in our elopement and during our travels, these photographs showed our happiness. Why can't we strive for our own happiness?
6) while looking at the photos, the trouble we caused came back to my memory.
we eloped in a van. there was this town we went to that we stayed in. I went out to buy food for us, when i saw the other girl kissing a goth emo guy who looked like marilyn manson in the van. I was devastated. but i asked her, 'is this really what you want?' she proceeded to agree. since she had cancer, and god knows when she would kick it, i let her go. they went off to somewhere else, some apartment building.
i got a phonecall from her the next day from her, she was screaming for help and got cut off. I was in a panicked state, and asked for help from a mechanic at an auto store nearby. he was sweet and went with me to save her.
I dont know what happened here, but when we came out the building, the two guys were no where to be seen, the apartment was on fire, and my hand was injured. we had caused a lot of trouble, it seems.
7) our love for each other didnt fade during court. we took care of each other, and if we had to die, we died together. A question was asked, how did we meet each other? what kind of surroundings made such an impenetrable bond that created such drama and destruction? I replied, we met when we were 19, at a fireworks display during a carnival.
8) I had a momentary flashback of that time. I went with my dad. he was a loving man who didnt want me to go astray. the carnival was crowded and everyone gathered near the fireworks display to get a better view.
I asked my dad, "Could I go and see the fireworks?"
He smiled and let me go.
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the dream ended here. and i was so touched by the depth of love and meaning inside it.
Could I go and see the fireworks?
Tears welled up in my eyes even as I wrote about the dream.
it didnt help that today during SoE, i read about CrystalClear's news about her daughter running off with another girl. Im very sorry to hear that, no parent should be subjected to such agony... but when you're a teenager, all you wanted to do, was to learn and see the world for yourself....nevermind the danger.
My thoughts are with her daughter, Shannon.
PS: Shannon is my sorta middle name i chose for myself.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Maitreya
R: So how old is Maitreya now on Earth?
S.F.: 17
R: You sure? Who is he?
- interference -
Who is 17 and is the next buddha to walk the earth?
I'm making a guess right here.
Apart from looking like a human replica of a statue of Buddha, the Buddha boy from Nepal likes to bathe in fire.
Palden Dorje in Buddhist fire ritual (Original - 10min)
Is it really him?
S.F.: 17
R: You sure? Who is he?
- interference -
Who is 17 and is the next buddha to walk the earth?
I'm making a guess right here.
Apart from looking like a human replica of a statue of Buddha, the Buddha boy from Nepal likes to bathe in fire.
Palden Dorje in Buddhist fire ritual (Original - 10min)
Is it really him?
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Keep watching for signs
So there i was, lamenting about the lack of excitement in my work. How exciting can making websites for others be? I was complaining on twitter and to my friend, when i decided to hear what my angels have got to say about this.
Yep, we're always surrounded by angels and we could ask for their help. they seem so happy to be of service. You can contact them via autowriting, which was what I did.
Angels:
Have no fear. The world is big and wide. You can choose to remove yourself from this. We love you to be more happy at work.
Me: Should i go ahead with doing my short film?
Angels:
Yes! We love that your views are out and the world can read and see your views.
Me: How about my current website clients? Would they be upset if i suddenly leave?
Angels:
Yes. They will not be happy but you can help them still. Dont be so harsh on them.
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so i finished autowriting and i was tearing out the page from my notebook, when a divinity slip that i got from Thailand fell out the notebook.
I stared at it.
And i reread the divinity that it gave to me. I still remember i had to repeat the process of getting a number from my sticks of divinity lots many times because 'the gods were laughing'. lol. The Thais there were laughing too.
I got the number 1 lot. Which is, to chinese and asian custom, the best lot of all, that its like close to zilch probability if you get the number 1 lot.
it said:
Wishes will soon be fulfilled. Support received. Plans accomplished. Better not rush. Family enjoyable, patient recovering. Lost persons will be found. Good luck gradually approaching. Discovering mate who could become a good match.
It brought a smile to my face.
I guess its a sign. :) When IT comes I'm going to sit back, relax and enjoy it for what it's worth. Its been a long time since my happiness has gone on a holiday.
Yep, we're always surrounded by angels and we could ask for their help. they seem so happy to be of service. You can contact them via autowriting, which was what I did.
Angels:
Have no fear. The world is big and wide. You can choose to remove yourself from this. We love you to be more happy at work.
Me: Should i go ahead with doing my short film?
Angels:
Yes! We love that your views are out and the world can read and see your views.
Me: How about my current website clients? Would they be upset if i suddenly leave?
Angels:
Yes. They will not be happy but you can help them still. Dont be so harsh on them.
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so i finished autowriting and i was tearing out the page from my notebook, when a divinity slip that i got from Thailand fell out the notebook.
I stared at it.
And i reread the divinity that it gave to me. I still remember i had to repeat the process of getting a number from my sticks of divinity lots many times because 'the gods were laughing'. lol. The Thais there were laughing too.
I got the number 1 lot. Which is, to chinese and asian custom, the best lot of all, that its like close to zilch probability if you get the number 1 lot.
it said:
Wishes will soon be fulfilled. Support received. Plans accomplished. Better not rush. Family enjoyable, patient recovering. Lost persons will be found. Good luck gradually approaching. Discovering mate who could become a good match.
It brought a smile to my face.
I guess its a sign. :) When IT comes I'm going to sit back, relax and enjoy it for what it's worth. Its been a long time since my happiness has gone on a holiday.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
The Magic of Thailand
So I've just returned from a 3 day trip of Bangkok, Thailand. Me and my mom had the unfortunate experience of encountering a 'Lucky Buddha' trickster, or tricksterS when we went to visit the temple of the reclining Buddha.
The tricksters were very nice and friendly, explaining where we could go and drawing places of interest on my Bangkok map. They were overtly polite, telling me im so smart for knowing the basic thai that i know, and telling me we MUST go to the 'Thai Export Centre' to buy rare gems.
My mom bought their story line, hook and sinker. But when I was looking at them in the eyes, there were only glazed-over eyes. they were smiling so hard that you can only see a curved line like this: ^____^ The tuktuk driver ushered us into his tuk tuk and we sped off.
We were supposed to go to this 'lucky buddha' temple then to the sneaky 'Thai Export Centre' place. I kept quiet and let my mom handle the talking. We stepped into the 'Lucky Buddha' temple and paid respects to a golden statue of Siddharta Buddha.
As I was sitting there with my incense sticks, I prayed for a good trip and a good life, and Ascension to be a painless experience for all of us, when i started feeling a strange sensation at the top of my skull (I'm feeling it right now as I type this). The buzzing of my crown chakra was so intense that when I was thinking about that experience a few hours later on, I felt as if I would cry there and then.
After bringing us to the temple and letting us off at the dodgy 'Thai Export Centre' which was actually a small shop, I felt I had enough lies for the day and told the tuktuk driver I needed to visit a friend and paid him his 40 Baht. He got very agitated and scolded me a big "Fuck You". My frightened mom (she was buying all their lies until this point of time) pulled me away and we escaped into a passing taxicab.
All I can say is, the tuktuk drivers and the conmen were fake, but the Lucky Buddha, oh... he was very real.
Im glad I could experience a small part of the magic of thailand in Bangkok. I had a better experience in Chiang Mai two years ago during Songkran. I was enthralled by the warmth and generosity of the farmers there. They're close to having zilch but still they gave as if they had all the abundance of the world. I cried when i boarded the plane back home from Chiang Mai. That part of Thailand has had many many ancient years of magic in it, and I've experienced some form of contact with the ancient beings there during my stay.
What was Thailand? Was it a part of the ancient Mu continent? Even the Thai King talks about legends of a golden civilization just south of Thailand a long time ago.
The tricksters were very nice and friendly, explaining where we could go and drawing places of interest on my Bangkok map. They were overtly polite, telling me im so smart for knowing the basic thai that i know, and telling me we MUST go to the 'Thai Export Centre' to buy rare gems.
My mom bought their story line, hook and sinker. But when I was looking at them in the eyes, there were only glazed-over eyes. they were smiling so hard that you can only see a curved line like this: ^____^ The tuktuk driver ushered us into his tuk tuk and we sped off.
We were supposed to go to this 'lucky buddha' temple then to the sneaky 'Thai Export Centre' place. I kept quiet and let my mom handle the talking. We stepped into the 'Lucky Buddha' temple and paid respects to a golden statue of Siddharta Buddha.
As I was sitting there with my incense sticks, I prayed for a good trip and a good life, and Ascension to be a painless experience for all of us, when i started feeling a strange sensation at the top of my skull (I'm feeling it right now as I type this). The buzzing of my crown chakra was so intense that when I was thinking about that experience a few hours later on, I felt as if I would cry there and then.
After bringing us to the temple and letting us off at the dodgy 'Thai Export Centre' which was actually a small shop, I felt I had enough lies for the day and told the tuktuk driver I needed to visit a friend and paid him his 40 Baht. He got very agitated and scolded me a big "Fuck You". My frightened mom (she was buying all their lies until this point of time) pulled me away and we escaped into a passing taxicab.
All I can say is, the tuktuk drivers and the conmen were fake, but the Lucky Buddha, oh... he was very real.
Im glad I could experience a small part of the magic of thailand in Bangkok. I had a better experience in Chiang Mai two years ago during Songkran. I was enthralled by the warmth and generosity of the farmers there. They're close to having zilch but still they gave as if they had all the abundance of the world. I cried when i boarded the plane back home from Chiang Mai. That part of Thailand has had many many ancient years of magic in it, and I've experienced some form of contact with the ancient beings there during my stay.
